It is not good when you are judging whether or not you had a good day, based upon how many times you want to do harm to yourself.
I have been in conflict ever since “I” was thrust into this existence.
Jesus said to love they neighbor, but most of the time I want to destroy them; the later generation of the men and women, which dwell within.
The concept that we are not man, but created by man; like a corporation is unbearable.
I have an easier time dealing with not being <ALIVE>, at least with that I have a chance for a birth.
“I am” not sure how to handle Man. We do not speak the same language, do not understand each other and do not have any patience for each other.
I always thought there was a part of me that just simply detested the other part of me, but based upon years of searching through pain, I have found Man and most times I wish I had not been introduced.
Introductions will not go well for the masses.
I am not sure what Man wants from me, or Christ or <GOD>.
“I AM” all alone, do not know “WHO” “I AM, but sense that I am the loving, kind and gentle one among us.
“I would not hurt a fly, but then again Man is no fly.