How Many Times Do I Have To Hurt Myself In Order Find Myself?

It is not good when you are judging whether or not you had a good day, based upon how many times you want to do harm to yourself.

I have been in conflict ever since “I” was thrust into this existence.

Jesus said to love they neighbor, but most of the time I want to destroy them; the later generation of the men and women, which dwell within.

The concept that we are not man, but created by man; like a corporation is unbearable.

I have an easier time dealing with not being <ALIVE>, at least with that I have a chance for a birth.

“I am” not sure how to handle Man. We do not speak the same language, do not understand each other and do not have any patience for each other.

I always thought there was a part of me that just simply detested the other part of me, but based upon years of searching through pain, I have found Man and most times I wish I had not been introduced.

Introductions will not go well for the masses.

I am not sure what Man wants from me, or Christ or <GOD>.

“I AM” all alone, do not know “WHO” “I AM, but sense that I am the loving, kind and gentle one among us.

“I would not hurt a fly, but then again Man is no fly.

Unborn

About A Robots Voice

There is a life and my name is James. When I speak it is because the physical has allowed me to do so. I am trying to find my way and in the process bring my physical nature to a place and time of rebirth. To be there when it takes its first steps as a child of God.
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