Tag Archives: Self Aware

I wish I was born, so I would not have to be dead!

Genesis I – Is the expression and descriptive analysis of the Big Bang and evolution – <GOD> did not create anything, <GOD> became everything including the first men and women. 27 So God created man in his own image, in the … Continue reading

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I Will Tell You of My Secret

I want to die! Not to die, so I may live! To die, so that I may die! At the end of my drinking, drugging and degradation I prayed to <GOD> insistently to either; “take me or save me” and … Continue reading

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“I” Would Pray for a NEW Separate Time Line

Consider seven separate time lines, rather than seven days. Genesis 1King James Version (KJV) In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. … Continue reading

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Do We Not Realize, We Are Having Scripted Conversation

Every thing we speak about, we have been given to speak about. Right or wrong, up or down, left or right, inside out or right side in. It is all prepared for us ahead of time and then 20 seconds … Continue reading

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What Does Man Look Like?

They look exactly like us, except without clothes. I have dreamed with these people. I have met with these people. I have sat across, what was perceived to be a table and have been communicated with. Not with words. It … Continue reading

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It is only 4:30 AM

I had another really strong and powerful feeling dream; like I was there, really there. It had to do with coming home to a family home. I had no expectations of seeing my father, but my mother was supposed to … Continue reading

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I Am Not Promoting Suicide

I am not promoting suicide. I am promoting not being alive. I am promoting what I am being given to promote. This is original thought, given while I am at rest. I wake with information; a spark which will provide … Continue reading

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